Everyday

everyday is a struggle
a struggle to keep you off my mind
how can i feel u beside me
when you're not really there with me
i lose track of time
i lose track of dimension
i even lose my mentation
feels like trapped at a time
when u were mine
then reality bites in
suddenly it starts to hurt
and i realize the cut is still there,
still deep
and soon it is going to be an ugly scar

everyday is a struggle
trying to do what is right
and doing the right thing hurts for some time
but i never get tired of the struggle
everyday.